My Daily Mumbles

It has been two months that I stopped working; I did not join the hotel accommodation when our company offered us to stay at the hotel during the ECQ (Enhance Community Quarantine). I opted to be with my kids at home. I somewhat missing work, I do think of it sometimes and how did it help with my finances.                                                       The other day our boss    messaged us with a list to those who can go back onsite. I was excited but when I learned how many were positive with Corona Virus that day, I stopped and thought twice. Should I go back or not? What if something will happen? What if one employee will be a carrier? What will happen to us, TO ME?  I can't imagine myself being sick nowadays. I don't want to be one of those patients who could not even see their loved ones while being in quarantine.  I am really confused.  I tried to email our HR, requesting to re-profile me and assign to another account that can work at home. I h

Our City Government had been giving us ration, actually this is our 3rd times to receive foods already. Although we did not pass the amelioration program, even my sister who is seriously affected, I am still thankful that aside of being healthy, we still have enough funds to pay bills and to do grocery shopping, and oh this the ration.  So the first time I received was maybe 3 kilos of rice 3 sardines and some noodles. The 2nd time was 5 kilos of rice and some sardines and this time, I mean, I guess I only bought this one time when my husband was here. A Dory! Yes our ration was a Dory Fish! And you know how expensive this is?  This morning, I am thinking... I don't know how to cook this! LOL! The first time I have this was a disaster when I tried to fry it, the meat was spread all over the frying pan and it was overcooked! On the other hand, let's have faith with my niece, she said she knows it. So let's see!

It has been 2 months that we are under Enhanced Community Quarantine although the spreading of virus is slowing  down,  I can't still help to be worried.   Yesterday, we learned that we have one case positive in our  Baranggay  and that get me to worry more. It is really true that aside from this pandemic our mental  health  is greatly affected because there were  sometimes,  I could not sleep. And since I could not sleep, I would entertain myself to watch series and movies in Netflix resulted to stress and lack of sleep.   Until when will we survive?   This is the question that I usually ask myself. I can't imagine myself to be tested, I heard it would be very uncomfortable, I can't imagine myself to be quarantined, it would be very hard for us to move around.   But until when can we survive?   This I pray to GOD to make us stay away from any illness, to shoo the pandemic away from us not only for our