My Daily Mumbles

I think I will be resigning soon but I am applying for a new company. I actually in my final interview soon, they told me to keep my line open. I am still trying to apply for a home base jobs but I am still not hired. I guess I am not with home base job but I am not stopping. I just hope that I can find one soon.  Why would I resign from my current company? It is because everything is toxic. It is already given that the account itself is already toxic but the people around? I guess that's too much already, I could not take it anymore that whenever I am about to get inside the office. It feels like there's a T-Rex waiting for me inside and that I have to run before it catches me. It is not inspiring me at all not only me but all of us. It is indeed true that most of the times; it is not the job itself would make us give up but the management itself.  I hope I will be hired soon and I hope my health condition would progress. How I wish to stop working but I can't...

Finally, I was able to buy one for me last Saturday so I could monitor my BP at any time. You see, I was absent again with my work last Friday because my BP went up again a night before Friday. I am totally devastated with how high it was! It was 180 over 104. They required me to have my own BP monitor so I can also check my BP at home.  I asked a budget from my husband for it and thankfully he agreed with me. My husband is also worried about my health condition because ever since I went back to work just this month. My Blood Pressure keeps on fluctuating. And it totally surprised me, I won't know as to when it will rise because I don't feel anything at all that would at least notify me of my condition.  I was so excited with my Digital BP monitor because it is easy to use, you just must plug it in the main outlet and the other cord to the digital to check on my BP and my heart rate. The music from it, it is very relaxing that you can sleep if you would listen t...

When I went back to work last June 1st, we were checked first. They checked of our temperature, we were asked if we had cough or flue 7 days ago or so. They also checked our Blood Pressure. I was so surprised with my result; it went to 150 over 100. Yeah, it was too high and I didn't even notice it. So they recommended me to do some laboratory tests, in which I complied after four days. I submitted my results last Tuesday, they checked my BP again and it still high, 154 over 90 in fact.  They prescribed me of a medicine, which I need to take for 60 days. I went back again the next day and the result was doing well. It responds my maintenance. I hope this would do me better. I was thinking to resign or look for a day time job and or a home based job. Let's see in a few weeks. 

Our account caters selling and or upgrading service package. And every time our customers call for their promotions has been expired, I always stuck up and could not rebut. You see, their complaints are always "The bill is so high" and or "Hey, my promotion has been expired, you need to give me one more promotion". I am not sure if they were not told that the promotion is only an introductory rate for the package that they subscribed and that it always expires in one year.  Nevertheless, when the promotion expires and the customer threatened already to cancel and we always refer them to Loyalty Dept., or Cancellation Team. Thus, since they have to save the customer they offer a one-time promotion that sometimes only get to 3 months or so.  And since yesterday, my transfer rate was failing (meaning to say, most of my calls were transferred) I need to make a sale and that is to offer a wireless bundle. But the offer somehow can help them lower ...

It has been two months that I stopped working; I did not join the hotel accommodation when our company offered us to stay at the hotel during the ECQ (Enhance Community Quarantine). I opted to be with my kids at home. I somewhat missing work, I do think of it sometimes and how did it help with my finances.                                                       The other day our boss    messaged us with a list to those who can go back onsite. I was excited but when I learned how many were positive with Corona Virus that day, I stopped and thought twice. Should I go back or not? What if something will happen? What if one employee will be a carrier? What will happen to us, TO ME?  I can't imagine myself being sick nowadays. I don't want to be one of those patients who could not even see their loved ones while being in quarant...

Our City Government had been giving us ration, actually this is our 3rd times to receive foods already. Although we did not pass the amelioration program, even my sister who is seriously affected, I am still thankful that aside of being healthy, we still have enough funds to pay bills and to do grocery shopping, and oh this the ration.  So the first time I received was maybe 3 kilos of rice 3 sardines and some noodles. The 2nd time was 5 kilos of rice and some sardines and this time, I mean, I guess I only bought this one time when my husband was here. A Dory! Yes our ration was a Dory Fish! And you know how expensive this is?  This morning, I am thinking... I don't know how to cook this! LOL! The first time I have this was a disaster when I tried to fry it, the meat was spread all over the frying pan and it was overcooked! On the other hand, let's have faith with my niece, she said she knows it. So let's see!

It has been 2 months that we are under Enhanced Community Quarantine although the spreading of virus is slowing  down,  I can't still help to be worried.   Yesterday, we learned that we have one case positive in our  Baranggay  and that get me to worry more. It is really true that aside from this pandemic our mental  health  is greatly affected because there were  sometimes,  I could not sleep. And since I could not sleep, I would entertain myself to watch series and movies in Netflix resulted to stress and lack of sleep.   Until when will we survive?   This is the question that I usually ask myself. I can't imagine myself to be tested, I heard it would be very uncomfortable, I can't imagine myself to be quarantined, it would be very hard for us to move around.   But until when can we survive?   This I pray to GOD to make us stay away from any illness...

So since it has been few minutes already that I'd been waiting for our funds to go online, I decided to cook for breakfast. The kids are still sleeping as usual; they had been waking up so late when this community quarantine started.  Photo not mine I fried the pork chop I bought from the mall last Tuesday and I cooked some noodles. When I was done, I checked my mobile app again and my eyes grew big. It worked! Finally, now I can attest that bank transfer from Xoom works and my ATM is more than active.  Thank God! I can't wait to tell my husband about it.  So this morning I told him it would be best to do the bank transfer than cash pick up. It is more convenient, hassle-free and more secure. He does not like it because he needs to wait for like an hour to see if it was successfully posted. But I think once you already have the transaction number, it is good to go. Let's wait for next week if he has to wait for few more minutes to show it...

I am worried, it has been like days that the remittance centers are having a hard time going through their system. It was always offline. So I decided to try the bank transfer. First I went to the bank if my ATM is still active since the last time I used it was last year for my online tutor job. I resigned from that home base job, so I'm afraid my ATM is already deactivated. Gladly the teller said it is still active, I just have to call the customer service to retrieve my username for my mobile app. So I did and followed the instructions and was so happy that my mobile app is active again with that bank. This morning my husband tried to send money through that bank account. So he fills in all the necessary information needed. He is not used in sending money on my bank account, we are both anxious of the result. As of this time deposit is still in progress on his end though he already sent me the reference number. I hope this will work so that I don't have to try my lu...

Ever since this pandemic hit in every country, I became so curious about the movie that my friends are recommending me to watch. It was the right timing indeed to watch it. It was about Avian Flu that originally came from Vietnam. There were people from all over Asia in a container, these people were illegally transported to Korea and one of them had flue that contaminate everyone  except for one, a Filipino.  Nevertheless, sorry but this post is not about the whole movie but how we listen and understand the situation. When one person does not listen and convinced the others it will become a big issue that makes the people in the area being compromised.  Just like what we are dealing with nowadays, everyone always has a say without even listening the whole context, without understanding the whole situation. Do you think it will resolve the issue if you will go in the street and oust our President? Do you think this Pandemic will be gone if you replace our Pre...

I miss working, it has been a year since I stopped.  It was the first week of January when I started looking, I went to this BPO company which I eyed for a long time. I'd been here before, I was working for them for barely 3 months but yeah I stopped again due to some reasons. I didn't know that of what I did, it will become a struggle to come back. I wanted to go back but I can't. There are things in this world that no matter how we tried, we can't just have it again. It is somehow true that opportunity only knocks once, you have to grab it otherwise it will be gone forever. And before you know it, you regret wishing it is always there ready to accept you once again.  On the other hand, whatever it is we have just let it go and move on. If they can't accept you move forward, look ahead. Who knows another opportunity from another company would see your worth and will accept you.  But this time, make sure that you will not  just leave without following ...

Photo not mine It's been a while that I stopped writing, I stopped blogging because all my blogs are not earning anymore. I missed those days that whenever I wrote some stuff I can see some bucks in my paypal after a month. Gone are those days.  On the other hand, I am here again not because I want to earn again but I am here to write the things that's in my mind. I want to put it into words. I would like to make a mark of that is significant of my life. How I wish I can retrieve my blogs from before, I could just continue what I had started but since I got disappointed, I let it go. I let it disappear.  I can't promise to make this blog last for long. I am not sure. But today I just like to write something. So let's see.